Find A Loop-hole Into The Secrets Of the Unconscious Mind
Exercise no. 1
How would you characterize this person?
- Now — simply put your writing aside.
What you are about to learn is two-fold.
1. That we actually have no power over anyone else, period .
2. The place we have power is in becoming our true selves.
Notice that it was our own mind that chose the words we wrote down about another.
If we reverse the spotlight now, we can open our awareness to the unconscious mind , thereby learning a great deal about ourselves.
I want to caution you though — This “window” into the unconscious tends to cause an myriad of responses from the ego: “it’s not me…”,
… But if you know anything about our “shadow figures“, you know that, once understood , they no longer act as monsters. We only need to meet them with understanding.
So this exercise is, at first, a leap of faith. Yet, I promise you, after a few discoveries, we become friends with these mistaken monsters, and can actually learn to respect them in assisting your own personal growth.
II. Find a time in your day when you can spend a moment with yourself. Get as relaxed, mentally, physically, and emotionally, as you can.
- Read the paper you wrote about the person you are upset with.
- Shift the pronouns. YOU becomes ME, and vice-versa.
- Sit with this new idea. Can you find the truth in it?
Me and The Old Hag Archetype
When I was going through my divorce, with 6 year old twins, I sometimes felt such anger and even had visions of violence: like ripping up old love letters that I found while trying to box up His verses My personal stuff. These feelings, which felt overwhelming during each episode, were entirely foreign to me. I didn’t want to claim this “ugly, horrible” side of myself — if it even was myself…. (but seriously, who else could it be?)
So I researched the Old Hag Archetype.
“She is the figure in myth of the evil woman who is capable of stealing peace from the innocent. In each historical portrayal, she is uniquely terrifying and at the same time, remains a universal symbol of woman’s unconquerable power.She is thought to arise during traumatic events or severe disruptions in life.”
Well, that made sense. My divorce was very traumatic to me – my “Perfect Life” was in shambles and I was so-so afraid of the future I would have to endure.
Somehow I needed the strength she represented, to move forward despite my fears. She said, “Don’t cross me! I’ll kick your a@!”
“I hate my ex” becomes “I hate me” … ? … for failing my family.
Ok. That makes sense. … but, can I forgive me, too?
“I need to destroy my idea that we had a good marriage” became, “I need to embrace my idea that we had a good marriage, but it’s over.”
I felt calmed by that statement. At least it wasn’t unusual, right? Many people decide that they don’t want to stay in stagnant lives, even though it was, at one time, thriving.
So I invite you to try this exercise. Let me know how it goes!